||[Sep. 17th, 2005|03:03 pm]
We Find Comfort in the Darkness
Hello...I have no idea what I am?..I Don't know anyone with the same feelings as I do..Or anyone that won't think I'm a freak :s..I am into most occult biefs but yet I can't stand to follew any rules.Lately I have been wanting to drain energy form people..This came about when a good white witch friend did some spells to get rid of bad vibes for me..I felt her power and wanted to drain it..But didn't..I almost couldn't control it tho!!|
I stop doing any spells or worships of sorts becuase I start to become quite dark..They turn out black magic..
I believe deep down inside that I do belong to the "dark side"
I think I just need some one to teach me and guide me!!
I know nothing...:(
Thanks for reading!!
Hullo, this was orginally "shadow_kissed". I have a tendency to change blog names. I am now twistedwolfie if you wish to contact me through my profile.
I had kind of given up on anyone actually posting here; so, the thanks is to you.
Feel free to IM me on AIM badasswolfie or Yahoo translations_broken_asylum or MSN firstname.lastname@example.org
I feel that finally I am coming to terms with who...or what I am.
Since I was little, I always was concous of otherwordly things...In fact I spent nearly my entire childhood with my body in the physical realm and my mind halfway into the dreaming...
Since I was 14 however, something awoke in me, and only now, after 13 years of living with it, has it finally revealed itself to me...
Through collecting and anyalysing oh so many past life flashes, I have surmised and he sits nodding in the dark corner of my mind that he and I have been bonded for centuries, One of the first graftings to one of the first humans.
Although I have a bright soul, that is the human in me, striving to attain balance with the pure chaotic darkness of Him.
But as the fight continues and I age in this life, I have accepted the darkness and as a consequence, I grow stronger in my psy talents every day...
2009-02-25 03:14 pm (UTC)
hey guys, there is nothing wron with all of you, you are coping with what you are, and thats ulitmatily bad because it is not truth, just like everyone, everything created is not truth, because it is out of god, you only get to god by realising this and accepting that you do not have control, as long you do not want to see this you get painfull situations that oblige you to loose control...its very simple...there is nothing wrong with anybody of you, there is no sin, there is only devolution. just accept and you will grow bigger and will be able to loose those dark feelings.